Sleeping. Dreaming.
Its the only place I'm ever happy anymore.
the only place to remember those days.
Me with you
you with me
Us. together.
almost... forever
Then i screwed up.
funny..
i never screw up
a life like mine,..
i just can't make mistakes.
and the one time where it means the most..
i do.
I never really understood it all.
why i did it.
I know. i just wasn't good enough
compared to your love, mines nothing
and so i let you go.
hoping, maybe you'd be happier with someone else
someone... better
and then slowly i began to feel .. empty
hollow, and lost
i didn't know who i was.
i was scared, and i was alone
i was so afraid.
I'm fine now.
though fine is no where near to how i feel,
i pretend
not for me, but for everyone around me
i paste a smile, and act... normal
but really .. I'm hiding it all
the pain, the tears... and the heartache
i miss him. with all my heart and all my soul.
thats a lot.
but its not enough...
i miss you Jae... and words just won't explain.
