Theres a hole that
you left unattended to
Theres a wound
that's raw around the edges
theres a pain that takes me back
welcoming the feeling of the numbness
slowing subsiding my brain
be always aware that your not here
I hold myself together
what else can i do when you're gone
you've left the gaping hole
that doesn't want to mend
that has me hurting every single day
My head is screaming let go
it can't take much more of this pain
my heart holds on to false hope
that you will return to me some day
your memory in my mind
threatens the numbness
i don't want to remember anymore
Ive become a zombie
sitting quiet and alone
you've left me her in this hole
to let me cope alone
with no hope that your return
will remember by my heart
It's like you never existed
It's like you never were
like you promised me before
i know the truth, but i have stopped
looking, only knowing that i will find nothing
in that forest, where i struggle against the pain
i fear will wash over me like a wave
on a beach, knocking back into the pain
where i fear you memory will be
there were you let go of me once again.
