Days are growing longer,
I miss the stare of your eyes
I tell myself I'm more stronger
God, how I hate these lies...
I tell myself how much I hate you,
The smile you hide when I walk into the room...
I should've never said what I've been through,
The safety and promises came way too soon...
All these thoughts run through my head,
I wonder if he's thinking what I'm thinking...
Remembering everything you ever said
Can drive a sober gal to drinking...
When she wraps her arms around you,
Do you ever think of me???
Can she tease you quietly from across the room,
Can you say she makes you happy?
Do you think of me when you hear those songs,
The ones that 'remind you' of me...
Do you ever drive on those back roads
Where we had our talks and memories secretly?
Does she live a secret life to keep you
To love you, hold you and make you smile?
Do you think she'll even stay forever,
Or if she's just sticking around for a while?
Does she even know you told me you loved me,
Even though she lays in your bed...
Does she know that she doesn't even compare to me
Since i was the one always in your head?
What we had was a risky hand,
And i played all of my cards right!
Little did I know you cheated the system,
I ended up broke at the end of the night...
How could you make empty promises,
To a girl you built up so high...
Then leave the dirty work to others
Explaining to me Why...
Why you left this place,
Without even saying good-bye...
Why you went to start a family,
And lived through me a lie...
I guess what I thought was a dream
A fairytale coming true...
I was a beautiful princess
And prince charming was you...
But prince charming was drugged
By an ugly butch with no heart,
And he left the princess,
And left her to fall apart...
So some dreams turn good,
And some dreams go bad...
Some prince charmings go crazy,
When they realize what they could've had...
