Stuck

I don't like the person I've become.
I don't even recognize me anymore.
You shaped me and changed me.
And how can I not know who I am?
I am a heartless romantic...
A dreamer, a lover.
A player, a fighter.
A joker, a giver.
A big piece a mess
That's stuck on your shoe.
Scrape me off,
But you'll still find me there.
I'm stuck.
I don't want to be.
Don't leave me down here!
I'm trying to leave you.
I'm trying to stay.
I'm trying to be better
So you don't go away.