We grew up together, and i love you like my own brother
why cant you see that that's the only love we will ever have together?
sure you go and say you like me but your actions are saying something completely different. you are getting harder to read and are not telling me as much as you once did. aren't friendships suppose to become stronger as we age, not wither away like the petals on the rose bouquet?
i miss you so much, i really don't think you can quiet understand. i consider you my best friend, but now its more like that guy i know that rarely says hello. i sit at home worrying about you and what you have gotten yourself into. i have tried to reach out, you just always slip away.
i feel so helpless and i don't see that there is anything more i can do. i want to be able to call you up and talk on the phone for hours at a time like i use to. you were the one that i said had never let me down, now that's difficult to say because you have basically walked out of my life. i tried my best, and i hope that nothing happens to you to send you off to another place. i wish you would just stop and really think about what you are doing.. nowadays i suppose its too much to ask for.
i feel like giving up, and the funny thing is that no one sees whats going on here. the love, if any type is dying and i guess you just don't even mind.
as they say, everything looks perfect from far away, but in reality everything is slowly disappearing. now i can say that i have failed once more.
