For That Special Guy

I should give my ex credit for this. Without out him, would've never been able to write as strongly as I do now :)

Why do you always come back,
to keep on breaking my heart?
The only joy I have,
is when we are really far apart.
But when you said you missed me,
my whole world crashed to a halt.
You always seem tp degrade my strength,
make me crawl on my hands and knees,
so I weep, I cry,
until I start to scream.
Sometimes I think I can move on,
but other times I'm so close to losing it.
Hanven't I already lost it though?
You came back,
just as before.
Deep in my heart,
I'll always love you,
but now I'm begging!
Don't come back,
unless you just want to be friends,
just friends till the end...