Ummm i was crazy over u in school, but what was a shy a** girl to do? do u remember when u used to stare at me so much. u never knew but i did the same. never think i did'nt want to talk to u. i loved when u used to hold my hand & stop me in the halls. my heart would pound when u were in my face. i could'nt stand seeing u with other girls. I used to write letters that i was going to give you, about how i felt. i want to admit to u sean that i had the most crucial crush, because you were so cute, and most of all, u were the ONLY boy who would say hi to me the most EVER. and that simple "hi" meant >SO MUCH< bcuz no 1 ever really talked 2 me and u tried so hard 2 get me 2 talk...no one else ever done that. you lasted the longest. that is why i liked u so much..it seemed u cared the most. if u don't mind tellin me why you tried 4 the longest to get me to communicate. i was thinking u were goin to give up, bcuz i never gave up my voice. i HAD to let u know this, its been in my mind 4 so long and it had to come out NOW it was driving me..i had written so many poems about how i felt i had so many things flyin thru my head. u eventually ended up in my dreams, it was crazy. sometimes out the blue i still do. it is so crazy how you're still in the back of my mind, & we have'nt seen each other in about 2 yrs. i just want to know if you're still interested in me at all but at times i doubt it bcuz i bet u met pretty girls & forgot about me. it used to make me sickning crazy thinkin about u bcuz i knew u were goin to pass by lyk every otha & i did'nt want to let u go, lyk i ever had u anyway..You just don't undastand the impact you've made all bcuz u were the only 1 to say hi. i took it 2heart everytime, & u were so handsome & sure u still r.
