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by Cate Rock Feb 25, 2009 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
When does love exactly die? Or does it ever? When will i learn to fly? Am i just doomed to be held here till i die? My wings clipped... My loins main shaved... My heart, truly betrayed. Pulled apart boomed from the start forever in a cage... And all i can manage to feel is rage... My zoo keeper... My ring master... My hell... She hates me... I feel it... I debate on killing... Death a sweet song one I've never wanted to sing... I loved... and i lost. Ive hurt and I've cried... All the time wishing id just have died. No reason to live. No reason to move on... No reason i don't feel. No reason at all. Wishing never helped... Praying was a waist of time... Taking the punishment because it was all mine. Wanting to live but not quite able to. All my pain everything i feel is all because of you... You are my only friend in this hell... Yet i feel alone every time u try to help... I wish for death that sweet last breath... I love you but i don't know what to do... Evermore confused than usual... A kiss for the road... For it is to be a ruff ride...