Blade almost breaking skin
Put it down, no harm done
Hair around face, no tears
You aren't alone, you hide
Don't back away and blame
It's you and you alone
Your isolation is all you
Mascara running, eyes red
Clothes protecting all pain
It reverberates inside them
Nothing escapes, it really builds
You imagine the way things
Might be, but will never be
You cause your pity hatred
Stuffed animal gets abused
Pillow taking the punches
Nothing can stop a volcano
The violent eruption blows
Shaking and waking death
It's a news flash, realize
The message it holds, use it
Go back, hide, revert, recluse
Leave me alone, play by no one
Stand in a crowd, not really alone
Yet, surrounded by happy faces
The lies and mistakes wreak
Life beats back, slashing you
It pays you back, deadly girl
It pays you for all your wasted time