Emotions

Everyday i try
to keep my emotions inside
but its all built up now and its too much for me to hide
all i can say is that i tried
i wish this feeling of failure would just subside
i wish everything wasn't real i wish to wake up and find everything to be all lies
but its not...its real so i sit and begin to cry
and as these wet diamonds crawl out my eyes
i realize...
the none stop fight between you and i
is what you live for
its what keeps you alive
but today's the day it'll all die
because I'm done, no more living life in a deep dark pit
I've had enough with you and your stupid bull sh-t
i hate you for everything you do
i hate you for all the hell you've put me through
i don't know how i put up with it for so long
but the way your treating me is wrong
I'm walking out the door
for all these reasons and more
maybe one day you'll get it
maybe one day you'll see
that i hate you for everything you've done to me