Finally Found Home

For years and years I've been looking
Searching for something more
You've been standing, shouting
That you were that something more

I Kept ignoring, kept searching
Looking straight past you every time
Kept hurting both you and myself
Heading towards countless dead ends

You were there from the beginning
You held my hand through it all
Still I ignored everything our hearts we saying
Thinking that i knew best

I had no idea that it would lead my back here
But I couldn't imagine a happier ending
And I know it's not easy now
But I will do my best to stay

I'm so scared standing here in front of you
How could you ever forgive,
Every one of my mistakes?
How can you look past all I have done?

But somehow you do
And somehow I will do the same
You make me smile in every way
So insecure, so scared you'll let go

I'm far from worthy
Undeserving of the love you have to give
Knowing you could have so much more
I pray that you won't fade away

Because I had it, then I lost it
I've been searching ever since
I searched, and I found
Only now do I realise. . .

I will always come back to you
To the only one who calms me
The only one who makes it all seem OK,
Whose arms feel like home

I love you and Always have.