I Loved You Then; But I Don't Love What You Did.

I remember that day,
one unlike any other.
I remember the force.
I treated you like a brother.

You pushed me down,
told me to keep quiet.
Said I couldn't make a sound,
wasn't able to start a riot.

You said if i was good,
you'd make it worth my while.
But the next thing i knew,
i saw my clothes in a pile.

I remember saying it,
I know that i said no.
Maybe I just wasn't loud enough,
maybe the silence means go.

i loved you so much.
through all the tears.
i was there for you.
throughout the painful years.

i don't know why you did it.
for i sense of control i could guess.
but look at what you've done to me
i've turned into one big mess.