No More Waiting

Pain,
reminds me of what you have done to me,
Tears,
Fall when i remember what we use to be.

Memories,
Hurt so much,
Scars,
make me remember when i lost your clutch.

Words,
Are only a substitute for the tears that already fall.
Smiles,
Make people think I'm not hurting at all.

Im Fine,
Is just a lie everyone seems to believe.
Cuts,
Are the things im hiding under my sleeve.

Help,
Is something i really don't need,
Love is worth the pain,
Well thats when i disagreed.

Love should be painless,
Friendships should be too.
Nothing should cause someone,
To do things they never wanted to do.

It may sound pathetic,
And i may be confused.
But its the honest truth,
And i feel a little used.

Lies,
May be for the best,
The truth,
Is so you understand the rest.

Blood,For what I'm losing,
Tears,For how much it hurts.
Pain, for the decisions I'm choosing,
Blade, something i keep re-using.

Frown, for when i am feeling down,
A smile will appear when I'm gone,
All you need to know,
Is You wont have to wait that long.