Days spiral past me
yet the story doesn't change,
the tragedy of life
inflicted by my pain.
scars upon my wrists representing
my immortal shame,
losing myself so much sometimes
i become entrapped in the worlds lies.
you become a silent memory,
I want to go,
I want to escape,
I try to hold on but just slowly slip away
more and more each and everyday.
flames dance in the shadows of doubt
this fevered life
just gets worse,
living this lie has become my curse.
clarity is replaced by my ongoing confusion,
passion and love is lost in the
mess of my minds illusion.
I sleep to dream and I dream to die
but how do I die if I don't sleep tonight.
life has captured me,
like has killed me...
my self righteous sacrifice is the only thing that
can fulfill me,so just leave me here on my knees,
leave me here
alone to bleed.
passed out on the bathroom floor,
I just can't take this anymore,
its shooting through my veins
I'm listening with my heart
but time says its time for us to depart...