I promised myself i wouldn't cry
yet here i am
like a pathetic child yearning for the unattainable
i thought you would be the one
to put me out of my misery
but instead you buried me deeper
leaving me to suffocate
the never ending pain only stopped with death
honesty is what you wanted for us
yet look at what you've done
it was just a silly game you say
but it does not seem like that to me
i was stupid you say
but the stupid one here is me
but what hurts the most
is that i want you by my side
for i am the child
and you
the unattainable
