Family pain

Lying here late at night
wondering when the pain will ease...
its been days and its only constricting me more...
always aching
rarely sleeping...

and now i watch you
your pain is ten fold mine
and yet no one can help you

your pain and mine
i wonder if they relate
as yours worsens mine appears to hold on tighter

watching you suffer
its tearing me apart
but to walk away would not be right
your family
we stand together
even if we fall apart

are we cursed?
nothing goes right...
its unbearable
this pain is like a whirlpool
strengthening as the storm would

pain is pain i know
but your agony is worse then any I've witnessed
only fear is only equal to my pain

that pain would surely go
if you were to disappear forevermore