Why am I leaving?
Why am I walking away
from the only thing
that makes me happy, each and every day?
I cry at night
thinking of our last day together
I wish it could be you and me, always and forever.
I don't want to think
of the day I'll leave
cause every time I do, my heart sinks.
I wish I could stay, I really do
cause I would put up wit everything just for you.
But I cant turn around, and say never mind,
cause my dad told me
once I made a decision I couldn't change my mind.
I'm leaving soon, 23 days to be exact
that I have to show & tell you i love you
and that I will come back.
When I do come back, will you still want me?
cause once I leave
I know you'll be free.
I'm sorry that I have given you pain.
but this has been the best part of my life,
since we went down that lane.
I know this is hard for you
me leaving and all.
I'm sorry you feel rushed, thats the last thing I wanted to do.
I hope you know I love you more than anything
and every night you'll be in my dreams.
Even now your the only thing I think of,
or thats the way it seems.
I don't know ow I'll live with out you
without that laugh or smile.
I'll always ave those pictures of you
locked and saved for tomorrow.
I'm glad your here
and we're together now
you take my insecurities and fear.
I love how good I feel every time your near.
But most of all I want you to know I do
love you Hun, so much its hard to believe its true!