As I breathe in the oxygen from the world
I burn inside my thoughts
they hunt me in my dreams
hurting me while I cry out for help
no one hears
so I die quietly in my sleep,
I'm lost to my existence
just a mineral which faded into darkness
looking eye to eye with death
mocking it at the same time it mocks back
I say you can have me
yet it resists!
when will the suffering stop?
this misery brings blood to my wrist
a puddle made from the ashes of all that is me
a razor beside my tears,
my vains are cold
my heart is warm
my mind is in a malicious place
while my body wants to live a dream
will I make it beyond this point?
a question I've pondered on my whole life
waiting for my death to bestow me
wishing to be happy for a change
until the one I love finds me!
takes my heart and everything I am
all my regrets,
all my pain
becoming my Angel
the one I'll love for the rest of the time I have
for eternity,
forever!
until that day
my life goes by slowly
everyday is a day i should have died
but I'm still here
so why not have some fun!
