In My Life...

by kevin Boundy AKA the ghost   Mar 3, 2009


Last night my memories
Flooded into my dreams
My heart stopped beating
As I recall these nighmarish scenes

I watch myself covered in blood
Holding her head in my hands
I feel your soul depart as you whisper "I love you"
Inches from collapsing is where I stand

I closed my eyes and observe
My heart fell when I dropped that phone
I never saw my son and now he's dead
I feel so cold and alone

I feel tears coming on
As I recall the pills, the gun, and the knife
I can't even remember how many times
I've tried to end my life

The world continues to spin
My body feels on fire
You ask me if I want to live
But I really have no desire

I open my eyes and I'm back
I feel as if I'm going insane
It just goes to show that in my life...
There's nothing but heart ache and pain

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  • 15 years ago

    by Blissful

    Kevin this just broke my heart! It was filled with so much pain and when you said you dont have the desire to live, I just wanted to give you the biggest hug and say there is always a reason to live. Things might be bad now but they will get better. It might not seem like it now but things wont be bad for long.

    The flow here was just flawless and the emotion felt real and from the heart. You brought everything to life for me and I felt as I was taking a tour in your mind seeing life through your eyes. That way of writing was very effective in getting your message across.

    Well done!
    *5/5* :]

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