It doesn't make sense for me to feel this way;
I should never have fallen so hard.
You just walked right into my life,
And grabbed a hold on my heart.
All my thoughts just stray to you,
reminding me of you in some way.
But I'm not the kind of girl to beg;
So don't expect me to ask you to stay.
I keep telling myself I don't care,
Blocking these feelings I cant deal with.
Though I've never felt so strong before,
I'm fairly good at denying it.
I understand I need to move on,
As I'm sure you already have.
I keep saying I don't want you,
But I'd do anything to have you back.
I'm blacking out the memories of you,
Forgetting all that there was.
I thought I was feeling something real,
but you just led me to believe it was love.
