Dear Josh, Smile my love for everything you want in life could be yours if only you believed in you like I do
Dear Josh, Why is it so hard for you to let in those who care most
Dear Josh, Love never fades and I hope you know that I'll be there for you forever
Every day I write a letter
Trying to remind me of what we pictured for forever
Its hard to see everything fade
And I really wish all this would just go away
I never thought we would be apart
And at one point I thought maybe you'd stay forever in my heart
But my hearts long gone like your emotions
Just one more thing you lost to the drugs
Its a never ending battle that I know you will face forever
And I really wish you would get better
Its your life beautiful boy, just know I'm here
I'm the one who's always been here
Where are you now?
Drugs, prison, or worse
I don't even know and the thought of that kills me
But maybe, like you, I've been dead for a really long time
I know its time to give in and let you go
This is a pain I hope you never have to know
Recovery is hard but I hope you find your way
And who knows maybe I'll see you again one day
