Missing him

Itz ben a few monthz since we havent ben together N honestly I never thought that I wud fall harder for u becuz of the way u acted with me but I am. Every nite I go bak to the past when we first kissed, it wuz such an AMAZING kiss that I can still feel it on my lipz.
I regret having strong feelingz for sumone else at the time we were together and hanging out with him instead of u becuz now I'm living a lie;
Pretending I'm doing good and faking a smile when really at nite I think of u and cry and just wish for the day that we will talk again, even if it meanz as juz friendz cuz I'd rather be ur friend that nothing.