Smile on my face

Trying to get you off my mind
At this point I can barely stand
Pain just floods through my brain
So I carry relief on hand

The rooms appears to be spinning
Nothing but a smile on this face
But I know for sure inside
My soul is lost without a trace

Everybody asks me whats wrong
All my friends play their part
But they cant help me at this point
Because there is no cure for a broken heart

You say you want me to meet him
The kid you chose over me
I know I can't get mad
But why why isn't you can't see

I loved you more then life itself
So why is it I should stay
All I have are memories of your smile
My minds infected with words you used to say

Why didn't I ask you that question
Why couldn't you be mine
The world seems to dim before my eyes
Please lord send me a sign

So I close my eyes
To hold back the tears
When you told me you found someone else
You confirmed my worst fears

Nobody in this world
Could ever take your place
So I sit here dying inside
With a smile on my face

Inspired By and Dedicated: Christina