Not a day go's by

Day by day i think of you wishing i could give this gift from me to you.
But day's turn to weeks and weeks to year's and before you know it i burst to tears but here i stand just waiting for you.
I never lose hope that one day it'll be you. wishing, hoping, praying, and begging that one day i'll see you.
but reality hits and blows me away, standing on my knee's, face in my hands, then falling down , curling up and wrapping my arm's around me, rocking back and forth while whispering her name.
Drifting in and out of consciousness screaming her name.
waking in a cold sweat every morning, popping pills at night , try's to drink away the pain that has no desire to leave this soul of his, heart turn's to ice cold darkness. by next year she finely returns to her dearly beloved but is to late
She see's him laying on his death bed holding that special gift in his ice cold hands.
As she takes it in her hands she looks at him and sees all the pain he had went through and sheds her tears.
she opens the box and there it lay's all covered in gold with a aquamarine stone in the middle.
she falls on her knee's and say's a prayer for her beloved wishing for one more chance to make thing's right.
she pleads, beg's and even swear's her soul to hell but doesn't work.
she lives her life for a few weeks in a un awakening sleep but reality strikes and blows her away .
falling on her knee's crying away she says one last prayer and takes her life.
as she passes through the judge man's gate to heaven, standing there in front of her is her beloved he takes her hand and leads her farther in to the city of gold watching every breath she stole.
he leens over and looks her in the eyes and sits her down.
sitting together and holding hands, he gives her one kiss and smiles at her for the longest time.
Because now they know that they can now live together for ever at last.

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