My tears are streaming down my face,
my lips are quivering as the tears fall,
my heart isn`t even beating anymore,
all I can feel is this unbearable pain.
I thought this love was supossed to last,
the rings we bought were supossed to mean something,
a symbol of our love for eachother,
but all they were to you were just rings.
You promised me you would never leave me,
you promised that I wouldn`t have to be just I,
but you walked out of my life and never looked back,
so now I am just I.
The twinkles I once had in my eyes are gone,
the smile on my face has turn upside down,
the makeup I once wore is all smeared,
and these tears just can`t stop now.
I think back to all those nights we spent together,
all the days we spent with eachother,
I`m trying to understand where we went wrong,
but I don`t understand.
I see the smiles on our once happy faces,
I see the inside jokes that we once shared,
I hear you`re voice as you`re telling me you love me,
and yet when I open my eyes you`re no where near me.
I still feel your arms wrapped around me gripping me tight,
I feel the touch of your hands against my face,
but I realize now that I will never feel those things again,
because you left me alone without a reason.
I always thought that this love would last a life time,
you always told me that I was the only one for you,
but now I`m realizing that too you those were only words,
they didn`t actually mean anything.
As I`m sitting here and writing this poem,
all these memories are flooding back into my mind,
the first day we met in person and laughed all day,
our first kiss in the A&P parking lot.
I remember when you told me you loved me,
I remember when you promised me that you`d never leave,
but you left me here alone and you aren`t looking back,
and I just don`t understand why .
My heart is breaking and tearing its self into shreads,
my tears seem to be falling faster and heavier then ever,
I just don`t understand why you let me go,
after everything we went through together.
When I look around my room I see a million memories we shared,
anywhere I go in this town I see the memories,
the laughs and the tears that we have always shared,
the late night calls that we never wanted to end .
I think back to my life before I met you and wonder,
I wonder where I would be right now if I hadn`t met you,
would I be happier or would I be worse,
would I ever have felt this way about anyone else ?
But I know that no matter what no one could ever take your place,
I could never have these feelings for anyone else,
the smiles and laughs that you brought to my face were real,
but the tears that you`re bringing now are also real.
I never thought that this is how things would end for us,
I saw a happily ever after in the future for us,
but I guess that happily ever afters only last in the movies,
and our lives are sure no movies.
I just wish that you could understand that what I feel is true,
I have never felt this way about anyone but you,
you gave me so much strength and courage,
you gave me a reason to wake up every morning.
You were the best thing that has ever happened to me,
all I wanted was to be with you for the rest of my life,
I wanted to prove to everyone that teens do know love,
I wanted us to be the ones to prove love can last a life time.
We`ve shared the last two years of our lives together,
we`ve gone through everything together,
when my friends passed away you were there for me,
and when you`re cousins passed away I was there.
You have honestly made me the happiest girl in the world,
and no one else could ever make me feel this way,
I don`t want to be with anyone else,
I want this for the rest of my life !
The more days that go by the harder I fall for you,
the more tears that fall from my eyes the more I miss you,
I miss the way I felt when you held me in your arms,
I miss the smile you used to bring to my face.
You are the man I want to spend my life with,
no one else will ever take your place,
you are the one and the only guy for me,
I am so in love with you !
Please can we just work on this and make it work,
because everyday without you in my life is too hard,
I`m sick of crying myself to sleep,
I need you back in my life !
