All I hear is the ticking of the clock,
another minutes passing by as the tears stream from my eyes,
another minutes gone by that we have broken up,
another minute where I`m being consumed by depression.
I start to look at pictures of us from a few months ago,
I see the smile I once had across my face,
the twinkles that my eyes once showed off,
but all that stuff is gone now.
Memories replaying in my head,
I can almost hear your voice and feel you beside me,
so I close my eyes because then I can be near you,
but as soon as I open them you`re gone again.
I remember back when you first told me you loved me,
the first day you told me you wanted to be with me,
you told me that you`d always be there for me,
you promised that we`d always be together.
I close my eyes once again to be near you,
this time I remember the time we built the snow fort,
I remember coming inside and making you hot coco,
and bringing in a blanket so we could be warm.
I open my eyes again for a second and feel the tears fall harder,
the memories are all I really have left,
you`ve left me alone and without a reason,
I can almost hear your voice as you say ' it`s over '.
It`s sad how two little words just ripped my heart to shreads,
because all this time you told me you loved me,
you told me you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me,
and I actually believed you.
But I want to remember the good times right now,
so once again I close my eyes tight,
this time I remember back to the day we first met on MSN,
the day that you stole my heart right out of me.
I also remember the day we took our first trip together,
and all the memories we shared then,
and I`m so afraid to open my eyes again,
because I know the tears will start to fall even harder.
But I open them while laying on my pillow and staring at the ceiling,
I`m trying to figure out where things went wrong between us,
but I just can`t seem to understand,
I thought this love was honestly meant to last a life time.
I can still hear your voice saying ' Tasha, you`re the one I wanna spend my lfie with ',
and when I hear that I wish you would say it again,
now the tears are faling harder then ever before,
but this time I just let them fall.
I always tried to be the best girlfriend I could be,
I was there for you everytime you needed me,
when you heard about your cousins deaths I sat right by your side,
when your kitty died I was right there with you the whole time.
Everynight you stayed here you`d wake up to a breakfast in bed,
when you were kicked out with no where to go we let you stay here,
when your life seemed to be falling apart I was there,
when everything felt like it was to much I helped.
Sure there were many times you were there for me too,
when my best friend passed away you were there for me,
you bought me stuff and cheered me up,
you gave me a reason to get up every morning !
You`ve been the reason for every breath I took,
the reason I woke up when I just wanted to die,
the reason I stayed strong when I wanted to cry,
the reason I never gave up on love when I felt it was time.
But everynight since we broke up I`ve cried myself to sleep,
because it feels like all I did was all for nothing,
it feels like my hearts been shattered into a million tiny pieces,
and I feel this emptiness inside that I never felt before.
I don`t want this to be the end for us,
I don`t want to call and quits now and leave it like this,
I know that we can make this work because we have before,
I know this love is as true and real as any love could be .
