You say I'm like a sister to you
How this happened I do not know
Because I can't look at you without smiling
I can't hug you without not wanting to let go
I can't listen to your sweet words
Without it stabbing me in my heart
The thought that you'll never love me
I go along with it, and say "I love you "Brother""
But I can't help but love you as more
You were once my best friend
You were once the one I thought I could love to the end
But those words mean so much now
And I still don't understand how
How you could see me as a sibling
How you could possibly turn me away at the smallest thing
I can't look into your eyes
Without melting on the inside
Becoming breathless out
Without wanting to scream, cry, or shout
I can't imagine you with her
Because it's too painful, it hurts
So I'll be happy for you
I truely will
But I will also say, I love you still
