Confused and Lost

Don't leave me here,
My apathy will drive me away,
Seething acid is trapped in my heart,
Eating bit by bit with what you say.

I always lie inside myself,
Help me reach my surface,
I'm sick and tired of apathy,
Just because it will be my place.

But what is truly wrong?
Even I do not know,
Why is my heart filled with nothing?
Why does it hurt like so?

Nothing is lonesome, empty, longing,
And nothing is in my heart,
My past is so angry and ungrateful,
So explain why this was the start?

And nervousness slowly takes over,
The acid that eats at my soul,
Killing all my pride, joy, and happiness,
All because I don't feel whole.

So I tread on this broken road,
When will all my feeling return?
When I face a wall of fire,
I'll just let my heart burn.