Unanswered Questions

Where are you now?
I'm just sitting here,
Trying to find you,
So far, yet I'm so near.

I still haven't forgotten you,
Though it's been almost a year,
Are you coming back to me?
Will you not let me shed a tear?

Do you know how much I miss you?
I think about you every night,
You're in my dreams, in my thoughts,
All I ask is, is this right?

Why didn't I jump at the first chance?
Was I too breathless to ask?
I want to know if this is real,
Or is it covered up with a mask?

Sometimes I think you're with me,
Laying next to me in the grass,
And I'm so scared to touch you,
Afraid everything will shatter like glass.

Breathe on me if I'm the one,
Can you love me?
Do you love me, or is that fake?
Am I too blind to see?

Am I the crazy one?
Waiting for someone who's not there?
Or are you seriously coming?
Why am I waiting here?