You don't know what you have,
Until it's gone,
Feared to never come back,
Always too long.
Why did I mess up my life?
Why did I lose my everything?
Why did I have to mess up again?
Why did I, babe, pus you to nothing?
Make you feel guilt like never before.
I don't know how I lived,
Before you came,
I know I sound stupid,
I'm not the same.
Why did I cause all this strife?
Why did I throw it all far away?
Why did I kill it when it was gold?
Why did I think this would go unseen?
When all it caused were my bloody tears.
Why did I mess up?
Screw up?
Is it to make up?
Break up?
Should I go shape up?
Blow up?
Why did I turn to strife?
Why did I say the things I don't mean?
Why did I mess up?
Why did I kill us like I did now?
Why did I screw up?
Why did I throw it down the trash can?
Is it to make up?
Why did I have to be not okay?
Is it to break up?
Why did I go lose everything?
Should I go shape up?
Why did I sail on being the one?
Should I go blow up?
Maybe now I'm allowed to die.
