To Ana I'm sorry and Thank youu

I want to apologize,
but also say thanks,
for helping me through
and never turning back.

I am sorry for hurting you,
and causing you so much pain.
I am sorry for putting you through,
this storm and drowning you in all the rain.

I am sorry,
For pushing you away,
With all those words i said,
I am glad you decided to stay.

I am sorry for saying things,
You didn't want to hear,
I am sorry for acting like,
I didn't want you to care.

I am sorry for turning away,
But it was only a substitute,
For the words i didn't want to say.

But now i am saying thank you,
You truly saved my life.
Even though I was hiding things,
You made me drop the knife.

I want to say thank you,
For always being here.
Thank you for helping,
Even though i didn't want you to care.

Thank you for helping,
me through all the sorrow and pain
I'm sorry that through helping me,
there was nothing much to gain.

Thank you for helping me,
Through all my troubles and fear,
Thank you for helping although,
At times it seemed like i didn't care.

Thank you for sticking with me,
And being there till the end,
Thank you for helping me out,
I am thankful to be your friend.

Thank you for understanding,
And never turning back,
Without you in my life,
There would be a lot of things i would lack.

Thank you for reminding me,
That people truly care,
Thank you for being there,
Even through the times i could not bare.

Without you in my life,
I would not have gotten through.
For now all i can say is,
I will always love you.