I never knew

I never knew if you told the truth
or if you even cared
you always left me feeling low
confused and really scared

I never knew if it was just me in your life
or if someone new took the light
you were my friend, my future, my everything
but you walked out of my sight

I never knew it could hurt this much
to see you walk away
there was so many things I wanted to tell you
but does it really pay

I never knew just how you felt
until the day you left
you hurt me emotionally
from the secrets that you kept

I can't believe you're gone
the memories are with me everyday
the memories I keep with me
are the words you used to say

you used to tell me you loved me
and you would always be there
you used to call me everyday
to show me that you care

you used to talk about our future
and what we were supposed to do
how could I fall for those lies
I should have known you wouldn't be true

these are the pieces of you I miss
and the pieces I want back
but it will never happen
time to collect my losses and pack