Anger and frustration vibrates through these veins,
forcing tears from eyes glazed with sorrow.
To watch you completely blinded by your repetitive
actions is hard to see... you just don't care.
Change doesn't appear to be coming anytime soon,
for its far out of reach in such a life, no effort to drop
those addictions that have consumed you for years.
Attempts made in the past have resulted in failure.
Continue to disregard your health like you have,
numb the pain through addictive substances instead,
regrets will soon creep up on you; believe these words.
you'll never understand how deeply this affects me.
I take it this is about the most important person in your life?
It's hard to endure this kind of emotional torture and not being able to do anything, I know:/
When we are alone in this world no one gets affected by our actions directly, but in this case you are suffering and that is not how it should be.
A girl your age should be smiling every day and wake up longing for what's ahead.
Just a few more years, girlie and then you will be free and able to create your own happy home:)