Lack There Of.

I grew, i grew.
and fell away from you.
you taught me what i know today.
but i blinked, and it went away.

you disappeared.
so did i.
you taught me what it is to cry .
to feel that feeling of desperation..
to know myself and my creation.

what i make,
turns out wrong.
turns out i was mistaken all along.
i found out things i never knew.
that taught me to grow in you.

i stumble back,
but rest assured.
i'll keep safe from just your word.
i took my time and fell down hard.
i remember memories i can't discard.

from all these reasons ..
i can't display.
but i know what i have to say.
no explanation, to explain this love.
i'm treading water; or lack there of.