Painful guilt fills my soul
almost fulfilling a deadly toll
hurting memories and one little fight
made a recipe for a horrible night
Saying to myself "No one needs me, I should just let go."
All from a deep depression that made me sink so low
...I about died that night
everything went so dark
it was like turning off a light
Now I see the faces of the ones I love
knowing I almost left them like a flying dove
How could I hurt them like I about did?
And when did I turn into such a depressed kid!?
I'm thankful God gave me a second chance,
a chance to change who I have become
so maybe I could quit being so depressed and dumb
Now I've promised God that I'll live my life to the very end
Praying that my happiness will no longer have to be pretend.
