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From the very start
I felt you're the one I want, the one i need
Something about you
just caught my eye
There was something unique about you
And the things you do
But I can never figure it out

Whenever you are near me
I felt nervous and scared
I never knew what to say or how to act
Should I be myself? Or be someone else?

I always thought that I'll never have you by my side
So I went with someone else
Trying to get you off my mind
But that never seem to work out
At the end its always the same
But none of this was a game

You were so good to me
Always there, helping me ease the pain
Thanks for being there
thanks for everything

But I feel like a fool
I shoulder known you loved me too
Why didn't I ever thought of that
Why was I being such a fool
I got caught up thinking about you
how you felt I never realized
When you told me
I thought it was just some joke

I'm sorry for the things I've done
Putting you in all this pain
I never meant to hurt your feelings

I got so caught up trying not to get hurt
protecting my heart and wouldn't let anyone in
I didn't want to face the fact
Fear I'll get hurt again

But you took my breath away
Being with you, the world just fades
And everything just freezes

I'm sorry I had the wrong ideas
I'm sorry that I had put you in fear

I'm sorry for the fights
I'm sorry for the bad times
And the things I've done

How can you put up with me?
After what I've done
Even when you saw it with your own eyes
You still didn't leave me here.. alone to cry

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