Why cant you see

How can you do this to me when all
i ever did was care for you, love
you. and neutered you.
How can you be so blind and not see
how much it pains me to know that
you moved on from me and now have
him to take my place.
Can't you see that it's killing me
inside,is it to much to ask for
you back.
Can't you see babe that you were
meant for me, and I was meant for you?
It was supposed to be me and you
forever don't you remember, all the
memories we made and the first time
we met you can't just throw them away
like it didn't even matter.
I remember the first time i Layed my
first sight on you.
You were so beautiful. I thought i was
the most luckiest guy in the world to
have someone as beautiful as you, some
one as perfect as you...
We went to lunch and after that u took
me home to which i showed you around,
the last place i showed you was my room
down stairs and on our way back up on
that last step on the top we stood when
you asked me for that kiss good bye
remember, i was so happy yet sad because
it meant that u had to leave.
and when i held you in my arm's that
same day i didn't want to ever let you go,
but you had to go so with that i said goodbye
and let you go.
there i stood for the longest time with a
grin on my face.
That day was amazing don't you agree. Can't
you see baby i want it to be just you and me
like the old days no more Devan, no more Zach,
no more goodbye's, no more pain.
baby please forgive me for all that i put you through.
I can't take it any more because what is left in
this empty place i call home are memories, and
whats left in my chest is a stinging heart that
broke in two that frightful day i lost you.
You left me in the mud with not so much as a
smile to remember you by and now every time i
see your face, or hear your name, my breathing
catches and whats left of my broken heart starts
beating which fells like a million needles
piercing my flesh.
if only you could see how much i need you,
because with out you I'm nothing, I'm so low
now, lower then low.
Because now here i sit thinking of you righting
yet another poem about you.