Its pathetic
Like the shine of the sun almost set in the night sky
It's shameful
Like a young child with fear of the night
It is I
Who wimper in my sleep because I'm scared
And I think
That I dream only when you're not there
It pesters
Never going away when I yell
It hurts
And it burns and it kicked when I fell
In the ocean
I drowned deeper than I ever thought
It was possible to learn things that I was never taught
From it
So I thank it some days when it's gone
But it's back
Again than I wish I was alone
It's powerfull
And it takes over me and my life
Which involves you
But I don't want to hurt you so I lie
It creeps
Onto me when I don't see it comming
It hates
So I hate even when I feel like loving
It pulls
So I go down but I try and fight
But it wins
And I lose I gave up and I died
