Often Fantasizing

I often fantasize, what it would be like
To be in love, to kiss, to touch,
To be held so very close, and such.

To be loved, it seems so impossible,
To find that "Mr. Right" seems so unreal,
At least, right now thats how I feel.

I wish there was someone to run their
Fingers through my hair, and kiss my lips,
To occasionally make my heart beats skip.

I fantasize often, of the life I wish I had,
Knowing all along, the mess I am in,
The terrifying-ness I have of all men..

They say its not fair to blame them all,
But its not that easy to be so strong..
Even if only one did something wrong.

I long for a sweet, truthful, caring person,
To be my significant other for always.
To love me, each and every day.

Will I ever experience such wonderfulness?
Maybe, I truly do hope that I will..
I hope my heart will someday be fulfilled.

By: Ally M. Hill