I like poem its good it says a lot about you...i like that...and you can be fine without pills just as long as you think you can do so...everyone breaks and thinks they cant do it..but they can...i believe that...you can be okay too if you let yourlself...and you dont need a relationship...maybe your not ready...your young and nothing like that needs to move fast..hangout with your friends...just chill...dont give up...you are strong...keep writing..S.M.I.L.E