Once again you have been torn from me,
I wonder if I will ever be free.
That we’d be together you swore,
but I don’t know if I should believe you anymore.
I was so happy for that one divine night,
I was soaring at an unbelievable height.
But once again you are gone,
I don’t know if I can go on.
I thought I would finally be with you forever,
but now I feel a pain I don’t think I can endeavor.
Now I begin to wonder if you really love this boy,
or is it that to you I am just your toy.
I can’t help but give you my life,
I still want you to be my wife.
No matter what you do or say,
I’ll go on loving you every day.
I can’t stop my feelings for you,
and I know that they are true.
Will I ever be able to say “I do”,
with you will I ever raise a child or two.
How is it possible to feel so bad,
will I ever be anything but sad.
I guess really that I know how and why,
it makes me wish I would die.
It’s because I lost what I had,
I have no happiness, not even a tad.
Are you just playing with my heart,
do you really want us to be apart.
Or do you really love me and care,
do you think this is a love that is rare.
I really don’t know what to think,
I have started to sink.
I can’t live without you,
but I don’t know what to do.
Maybe someday I will know,
but for now I feel only woe.
I will love you every day and night of forever,
I don’t want our bonds to sever.
