Your thoughts dip down to the hole in my heart..
Yet unaware of the pain as you have been from the start..
You suddenly wonder why I"m such a different kind of girl.
I guess you've finally noticed how you threw me out the window of your world..
You've made me so much stronger, but you've hurt me all the same.
I thought this battle was over. I thought you'd given up the game.
I try my hardest to forget, but your lies still haunt my dreams.
After all the scars you've made, I'm more broken than it seems.
I can't help but still love you, and you're the only thing I know.
Though not in love, you are just so hard to let go..
You live to see me cry, but I have run out of tears.
So now, to you, I don't exist..Even after all these years.
I'm just a face in the hall, a stranger on the street..
As if you never kissed me, held my hand, or fell in love with me.
How can you flow so nonchalantly through your days..?
As if you never hurt me and left my mind in this agonizing haze?
I know everything about you, but I still don't understand
Why you run away like a scared little boy
When you have the heart and soul of a man..
