I'm left alone
To deal with problems on my own
My past is suffocating me
I can hardly breathe
I fear the nights
Where my tormented soul will cry out
To the gates of heaven
I began to rip and tear
Both my heart and soul
Wishing everything would stop
I let the blood drip
As I slowly fade away
I sat in dark silence
And whispered to myself
"What is happening to me?"