Cut

You leave and never look back.
I never knew how much it hurt.
After the day was done and my eyes had lost the sting and my heart had stop beaking into a million different peices.
I could finally breath.
And then i see you and it starts again not there where you can feel the guilt but behind the shut doors.
I feel the pain and want it to end so bad.
The reminder of your voice says to stop but it makes the burning worse.
I cry and I feel the darkness covering my eyes
The pain is numbing
The blood following
My heart slowly stopping.
I draw my last breath and whisper "I love you"