But I Guess She Doesn't

What I don't get is how her mind functions,
How her thoughts roll and roll, until otherwise,
How she can even say some of the things she does,
And mostly, how she can use people the way she does.

Sometimes I feel sorry for her and I try to help,
Sometimes I just want the girl to leave me a lone,
Most times, she doesn't even remember -I remember,
And that bothers me more than you can imagine.

I thought I was her best friend until about a month ago,
I made myself not there, on purpose so she could...
So she could possibly do things on her own,
I don't know how she's doing, I haven't even asked.

But I was used, and that's still causing pain inside,
I talked her through all the troubles she had,
I talked and speaked for her own human being- person,
And she's got her life back on track, from what I see.

What about me though? What about my life?
She never once even thought about how unperfect-
Mine is at the moment, or forever, at this rout,
I guess she's just another one who I thought cared.