Entwined

This is three poems that i had wrote combined. let me know what u think.

Seven months have slowly passed, since the day you left me here
Nothing has felt the same at home with you no longer near
I wonder if you think of me the way I think of you my dear
The thoughts of you not coming home has became my biggest fear

I haven't heard a sound besides the air that I try so hard to breathe
It takes so much away, especially when your so far away from me
It hurts not hearing I Love You, before you left me alone hear
For the only thing you have left me, are these everlasting tears

Early day to the darkened night you have me crying without a sound
Inch by inch I slowly became descending deep into the ground
I thought you were my friend, where did all this go wrong
Its hard to let go of something that was built so strong

I'm lost in confusion, wondering how it got down to this.
Here again I lay thinking, for all I can do is reminisce
You kept drinking the devil, swallowing him whole.
He has taken your heart; he has taken your soul

You have swallowed your life, along with mine
One we have become, our souls now entwined
You pulled me down, into the ground with you.
I fight and struggle trying to find a way through

With one good thrust, I have set myself free
Free from all the hurt and control you had on me
Im leaving the hole; you keep digging your grave.
No longer will I cry over you, Ive became brave
Drink after drink inch by inch you were taking me down.
I leave you in your grave, alone six feet under ground