Why bother, in a world that doesn't want you
Just lay here wishing, I was able to disappear
To shut my eyes and never wake to know a difference
Let the darkness blanket me with its chills
I feel the need to rip and tear myself away
So I become something other than me
I try slicing the hurt away
But it just never seems to let go
I'm such a horrible person
But no one can seem to see it
I cant seem to help myself
And all I see is the selfishness
This world would be a better place without me
And oh how much I know this
But still Im unable to leave
Pathetic and selfish
Continuously im not good enough
Everything I do it wrong
Im never going to be needed
But I still seem to keep leaching this life away
It's a pointless life
To go with a pointless poem
The pathetic and selfish
Never seem to go away.
