How come I never feel happy for more than just one day
How come my happy feeling always goes away
How come I cant speak when Im trying to say whats on my mind
How come its so impossible to breath sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was different, not like me at all
But after all that happened I know that nothing is what it seems
Wishes are so unreal, wishes are just like dreams
They never come true, you think they do.
But then you wake up feeling all sad and blue
Still I keep on looking, keep on trying, keep on wishing on a star
But I guess that even the stars dont believe in me and neither do I
My heart is not trustworthy anymore and my mind is no longer right
Im in the middle of a crisis, having a personal fight
I do not want to cry anymore, like I do every night
I know that you love me and its hard on you to
I do not know myself and I wonder if you do
