True Mentality

How do you keep going when all you want to do is cry your eyes out
And you want to break down and stop life without a doubt

The smiles cover up the pain
And you feel like your mind is going insane

You cover up your disgusting true mentality
With a happy-go-lucky personality

Your throat burns with the remaining evidence
Your mind and body shiver in their shear brilliance

The pain you felt is now deceased
The craving for control is now released