Even though we have gone our ways a part of me always held on. i'd have that one little piece of hope..i'd still sit here and reminiscing..no matter how much i cried, i loved remembering. hm. is that crazy..?
you were all i ever knew and loved. i loved you more than anything..so much time has gone by and it seems like forever without seeing you. i got so used to you after almost 4 years. felt like a lifetime huh? i'd sit there beating myself askin myself how..?
how did we let it go, we went thru hell and back..
all jus to say good bye.
but you know what? i'd do it all over again.
is That crazy.?
my feelings for you ran deep. i couldnt breathe without you. i couldnt live. i wouldnt...
all we did was fight and hurt each other..i dont know why when we could have been happy together..
you did make me happy. god i miss that smile..=]
i dunno what happened. you still wander in my head and i hate it. cuz i know im nowhere near your mind. if i cant love you in this life, i promise to love you in another. im sorry we didnt make it..i'd give anything and everything to do it over. but you cant rewind life,
jus live it. one thing that will never change is that you will always have the one special part in my heart..
ps. i love you && im sorry..
[[this isnt really a poem or anything jus somn i wrote one night..]]
